Nursing student: Put on your big girl panties and deal~
So that has sort of been the theme for school this year. I get a constant reminder that just because I don’t like something DOESN’T mean I don’t have to do it. Example… Algebra, cutting my nails for clinicals, mountains of homework, skills check offs, you name it, really. This year has been difficult but ironically not because the content is hard. It is just an overwhelming amount of work. Sometimes it seems like you are being set up for failure. I guess the trick is how you deal with it. I could be better. There is no doubt. I get insanely crazed on Clinical days. Of course, they don’t know that. I also stay up all hours, and in general just stress. Still trying to work but failing miserably at that too. I think my being bitched at tolerance is lowering the older I get. Especially when it is being done by kids. It is sort of shocking the number of kids that get on the chat to abuse other people. It seems that they assume (incorrectly) that because it is a chat there is no need to be polite or even have basic manners. But even beyond that they try to be abusive. You can go to YouTube and see videos of kids messing with chatters. Then to top it off they send those surveys in. I know it may be all fun and games to them but honestly, those are peoples jobs and the little fuckers piss me off. In an ideal world, I could take the IP address and look up the actual address then Google a phone number and tell their parent that their little spoiled wonderfuck is an asshole and perhaps they should act like a parent and monitor what the hell they are doing. Angry much? Yes, it really pisses me off. What makes me perhaps angrier is the fact that corporations are so concerned with Customer Service and the impression that rather than support an employee in any way they bring them to task for things they cannot control just like little fucking wonderfuck. So there is my rant I guess. I didn’t intend it that way, and really abuse hasn’t been as bad as it was in the past. It is just one of those things that yanks my chain. With that said, I guess I will shut up and log in. Then I will do homework until 4 AM then I will sleep about 6 hours and get up and do it all over again. Who said this life wasn’t glamourous? After all, I am getting these big spanking granny big girls panties. AKA clinical panties. That though is a story for another day.